Let Babylon Burn - Pitty Party

I could leave it on the table, walk away and let it die.
But I keep pulling up a chair like I need another try.
Yeah, I know it ain't that deep,
Still I let it drag me down.
Welcome to my pity party, where the lights stay kinda low.
Every thought gets overstated, every silence gets a show.
I make it heavier than needed,
Like it's mine to hold forever.