Electro Drama Queen - I'll be allright

I hate myself when I'm crying into the pillow.
I hate all your family and your pretty stepsister.
I hate myself for thousands of tears.
I hate all of my friends who said, "You'll be alright,
You'll be okay, you can start from a clean slate." No,
You can't save this hogwash.
It's all gone pear-shaped.
It's all in a pig's egg.
I'll be alright, I'll be okay.
I drove away all of your friends.
I'll be alright, I'll be okay.
I got my crap together, I got my life back.