Owen James - Third Times the Pattern

I see my first wife's anger in her eyes tonight,
My second wife's forever in her when she killed the light.
They all start believing,
Then they all see through; the only constant factor here is me,
Not you.
Yeah, I know this breakdown, felt it twice before; new vows,
Old endings, I'm keeping score.
I keep running diesel through the night,
Thinking distance gonna make it right; three wives,
Three tries, same man behind the wheel,
Can't outrun what's chasing me for real.